Do I Have ADD?!?!?

I can not for the life of me concentrate on anything important right now... and it's getting a tad annoying... There are some things that I can't get my mind off of, however, and that is almost just as unproductive... because there is nothing I can do to stop... And those thoughts are very distracting... And they make me happy and sad at the same time... Happy because of ♥, sad because I haven't seen HIM for what feels like an eternity... Which will be about 5 weeks... :(

Hmm... okay, now that I'm done with that random "woest me" moment. Honestly, I don't know why anyone would read this kind of stuff... But this is my blog, and it's main purpose is to give me somewhere to write about my unoriginal and boring life. Haha, okay, maybe it's not that unoriginal and boring to me... but to anyone who reads this it probably is...

Grr... I don't like reading stuff for school. I can not for the life of me get myself to read Great Expectations! I find it... dull... and I can't concentrate on it... but I had best hurry, otherwise, I won't be able to finish with the rest of my summer homework... I'm not sure if the class is even going to be worth it in the long run!

I'm sooo excited for senior year!!! But, I'm kind of hesitant about taking a load of AP courses... Especially if I end up getting teachers who are less then capable of teaching... Hopefully that won't happen, otherwise, I may transfer out. I'm really looking forward to choir though! I do like singing, though I'm not very good at it... and I have a ton of friends who will be in that class! :) I'm also really looking forward to zoology and ceramics! The rest of my classes are core classes and such... so... no need for any excitement there...

I can't believe that I'm soo close to graduating and going to college!!! I'm scared, and honestly, I didn't think I would make it this far... Haha! It feels like once I go to college, there's no turning back... life is moving way too quickly! People keep asking me where I want to go for college... I haven't decided, despite how many campus tours I've been on. I'm kind of leaning towards Utah State... but I really love Colorado state. Unfortunately, Colorado is a tad far from home, but they have a great vet program and such, which I'm thinking of going into... I'm having a kind of ADD moment with figuring out what I want to do in life...

Wow... this post is very scattered... Sorry about that! But it goes with the flow in my head. Oh! I forgot, I was gonna post pictures of my room! Hmm... Maybe I'll do that later in another post... in the mean time, here's a random quote that I love:

"Love is like a cup of hot chocolate. The heat surprises you at first, but then it keeps you warm inside." - Unknown

Alright, I should probably stop wasting time now... But I feel the need to write a poem or draw or something... sigh, but that would be counter productive, once again... so I won't. :)

~Nicholle